Work @off is almost over n Im also taking care o ma collegeaue's work n Im a rapid fire...none to find wrong wit me except ma attitude...thts ma destiny...I ask maself often n even once ma chennai gal asked tis "Krish, don u really've feelins? u've no regrets? don ya feel u r hurtin some1's mind r feelins? y don u respect'em?"
I say "I knw wat Im doin..I contemplated fo 2hrs,6hrs,16hrs,24hrs..n finally came to a conclusion tht I'VE NO REGRETS...tis is pathetic u may say but I don care...I do wat fits to me...despite I also respect their tots n ideas n I'll always listen to'em...but tht doesn mean tht I gotta obey'em...they'll realise wen time comes r if Im gonna b te guy to realise, wel den u can c ma regret tht day"
I nvr mind n Im stil looking ma way to someplace wher I'll b @peace....
te gal in ma section is disobeyin every1 ter n talkin over te phone al te time n make plenty o mistakes...wel its ma time now to knock'em thou its te Accounting Officer's job to do but tht skunk doesn fit te post he holds..ah, nvr mind...tht doesn impress me a bit...I strd ignorin te gal te core n it took several days fo her to realise but who cares she continues...I do ma work n postpone te work o te gal n the acc offcr..sometimes I don do their work...nvr wanted to...even is month I bunked several days n got ratification from te acc offcr sayin I came te whole day n got te salary fo it...may b I wrked fo 17r18days but I got te salary fo 30days..1 full month...
'isnt it unruly? aren u dishonest? tis isnt rite..'
ah Shut Up...none tel Krish wat to do n wen to do...I give persons wat they deserve..Krish knws it n none teaches me ethics...to me its jusa load o crap...if ya wan ethics take ur ar**e to some holy place...tey cant find fault wit me..if tey do I nvr mind..but despite te fact wat itchin ma mind is tis chennai gal...she's becom more than a frnd..have I fallen in love wit her..may b Im...r u gonna marry her...may b I'll...ten wat abt ananthi...
ur life may boil down wit 1 simple n small insane move n none knws wats next..Im ready fo both r otherwise...but, wats up wit u now wit tht chennai gal...nvr knw....but I can tel ya tht I stil wanna lay on her n wan her to ruffle ma hair n sleep wit her fo a while...jus dream o it Krish...aint tht gonna happen...
1st Krish gotta get ctrl n must knw y he's so crazy..somethin's drivin him...tis chennai gal has got ctrl over tis innocent lad...wake up Krish...
After a very long time Im writin tis...I've kept tis as secret but now releasin it...last time as I've written I was quite upset for tht kinda action I did...but I don've regrets...it happens...wasn ma fault wholly...later I got in touch wit chennai gal cos I knw for sure tht hatin me is not goin to b easy fo her...days moved on but late tht I unstd tht it was ME msgin her n not she...I wondered y..soon realised tht it was ma love tht has come after a bit o fite...she did reply it...ma new financial yr began...yr end n works were many...ma Accountin Officer requested me not to take off from off cos ther r many works to do...moreover another co-worker is injured n he isnt comin for te next two months..he's expected on May (probably)...thers a gal workin mit me who's kinda sis to me...but tese days I've noticed her talkin thru phone often n already te other colleagues've strd complainin fo mistakes she makes in work as wel as te phone cal...rumor has it tht she's been engaged..wel thts a gud news...if she cant resist to get his hand, she may stop workin n move out r else gotta work n allocate time fo tht chit chat n concentrate on work...I've adviced her which I usually do to persons so intimate to me...she nvr listened...gave her lot o warnings, now Im quite angry n she's tryin to get into ma list of hatred...I'll give her a chance...
goin to off wit no work n nt interested in studies maintainin ma repressed wishes, watchin none workin,cant speak a word...oh oh oh...its kinda In the Flames...
As I said in ma prev msgs I watch ppl move wit me n try to've opinions subj to change...wen I met tis gal n soon I noticed tht she's in cloud nine r soon she'll b n didn trust her neither...but I wasn stubborn on it...now Im sure o it...she gotta knw wats comin...addin fuel to te fire I wasn quite glad o maself fo msgin ma chennai gal...I knw its ma love on her n wanted to c her n b wit her soon...I wasn sure enuff tht whether she'll lik ma presence wit her alone...I think she wudn r may b she wud...I cudn resist it...I need sometime to knw whether its gonna b fo time being r fo a long time....wel then comin back to macro, ma exams n workload....
I haven strd yet to prepare fo ma exams n didn wan to...I tot ter wud b a hell a lot o work to do...It was jus a reflex n I get te job done jus in snap o ma fingers...breachin te rules n acting lik Im te man..respectin none o'em...no rules...no boundaries n none to stop...
