After a very long time Im writin tis...I've kept tis as secret but now releasin it...last time as I've written I was quite upset for tht kinda action I did...but I don've regrets...it happens...wasn ma fault wholly...later I got in touch wit chennai gal cos I knw for sure tht hatin me is not goin to b easy fo her...days moved on but late tht I unstd tht it was ME msgin her n not she...I wondered y..soon realised tht it was ma love tht has come after a bit o fite...she did reply it...ma new financial yr began...yr end n works were many...ma Accountin Officer requested me not to take off from off cos ther r many works to do...moreover another co-worker is injured n he isnt comin for te next two months..he's expected on May (probably)...thers a gal workin mit me who's kinda sis to me...but tese days I've noticed her talkin thru phone often n already te other colleagues've strd complainin fo mistakes she makes in work as wel as te phone cal...rumor has it tht she's been engaged..wel thts a gud news...if she cant resist to get his hand, she may stop workin n move out r else gotta work n allocate time fo tht chit chat n concentrate on work...I've adviced her which I usually do to persons so intimate to me...she nvr listened...gave her lot o warnings, now Im quite angry n she's tryin to get into ma list of hatred...I'll give her a chance...
goin to off wit no work n nt interested in studies maintainin ma repressed wishes, watchin none workin,cant speak a word...oh oh oh...its kinda
As I said in ma prev msgs I watch ppl move wit me n try to've opinions subj to change...wen I met tis gal n soon I noticed tht she's in cloud nine r soon she'll b n didn trust her neither...but I wasn stubborn on it...now Im sure o it...she gotta knw wats comin...addin fuel to te fire I wasn quite glad o maself fo msgin ma chennai gal...I knw its ma love on her n wanted to c her n b wit her soon...I wasn sure enuff tht whether she'll lik ma presence wit her alone...I think she wudn r may b she wud...I cudn resist it...I need sometime to knw whether its gonna b fo time being r fo a long time....wel then comin back to macro, ma exams n workload....
I haven strd yet to prepare fo ma exams n didn wan to...I tot ter wud b a hell a lot o work to do...It was jus a reflex n I get te job done jus in snap o ma fingers...breachin te rules n acting lik Im te man..respectin none o'em...no rules...no boundaries n none to stop...
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