You Can't Take ME !!

Im feelin really painful now cos I've made ma chennai gal cry n've hurt her a lot....its painin, u knw...I didn mean it to do it but I was afraid tht I wud fal within her hand...cos of she ma life changed...Im a new guy now...
nowadays Im kool....I didn hurt any1 mentally r physically since months....I trust many persons thou not completely but I do...Im kool...its al cos of her but now I hurt her...Im sry chennai gal..terribly sry...pardon me kid...love you...but u knw, I'll soon talk to her as usual n let out ma feelins...she'll nvr mistake me...I must let out ma feelins n ther'll not b any need to hurt her r hurt maself n we'll b clear..very soon I'll cnct her...I'll apologise her...she's too carin...but wat if tis time she loses her temper n starts hatin me...
oh God plz don let tht happen...I cant bear te pain...I'll also not let ma ego down...she must unstd n accept me as b4 n I'll Promise her rite from te bottom o te heart tht I'll not hurt her anymore n thru any means possible...
I'll tel her tis time ma feelins on her n te wan o mine to spend few hrs lyin on her lap wen she ruffle ma hair, I gotta sleep...I nvr had an idea r tot o hurtin r troublin her in anyways...
I always've a place for her in ma heart,ma shoulder,ma lungs,ma head,ma hand,ma everythin...she's more than a frnd..I don knw y but may b cos o opposite sex I wanna stay wit her alone...u knw y? cos 1ly @tht time I'll c her so relaxed wit me...cos she'll b happy n relaxed if she's wit me alone....I always say Im a bad guy jus to cheat maself...but actually I don've any such tots on ma mind..

neither the gud nor te bad can take me...by te same token, you cant even take me...

I tel u somethin, wen she's alone wit me, I'll carry her n put on a chair n kneel down n touch her thighs n c her eyes n confess ma luv o frndship on her...tht'll b te greatest moment o ma life...
oh God, I've a lot o expectations n don make me feel disgraceful if anythin wrong happens...plz God help me...she shud not misunstd me....
thou she's younger than me she's toooo smart n pretty..she's brilliant...she teaches me a lot...even for tht I love...she erased ma complex cos she finished te prof xam but I didn...who'll do tis tel me..NONE Sire..NONE...u c how fortunate I'm...
now I've decided...wen te rite time comes I'll tel her ma feelins...I'll talk to her soon....we'll unstd each other n'll've absolute clarity in our Frndship....she's stil a lil kid to me.....I Love You Dear..Lots of Love...
Krish, te Dude is soon comin to u...n he's al urs ma LOVE...Honey...Sweetheart...Sweety....!!
Love You..