Tears In The Rain

Hi fellas...I've gotta news fo ya'l...I didn complete ma CWA exams tis Dec..results've come..as a matter o fact I had put enuff effort to get thru..but its gettin postponed.. I realised somethin crazy..wen I was studyin CWA Inter I nvr put effort..It was jus lik a child's play..I wrote ma June'09 exams te same way..I wrote ma Dec exams wit little efforts but stil both marks tend to b the same..
I got 1thin fo sure..effort's diff n approachin exams is diff...but tis has given me a lot o energy to overcome te huddles I've had...I really don knw whether I've gud knwledge wit the subj but yet I'm confident cos I'm satisfied wit ma performance..I'll stil do it better n I'll certainly get thru..tis was a bit o moment I'd lil tears, but tears I'd in rain
tis time in June'10 ther shal not b any excuses n I've to get thru..
also ma CS Inter result've also come...I got thru 1 module in it...te next module I'll write tis June along wit CWA....but I aint impressed a bit abt maself fo gettin thru tis module..I don knw y...moreover I didn take a bit o effort on it...I jus went to write wit NIL expectations n got thru jus lik tht...may b te same formula applies for every exams n 1ly tht'll keep me goin...may b tis time I think I'll get thru CS Inter n CWA....I wud lik to but I aint gonna expect te result cos it only gives me disappointment...wen I expect somethin in which I lack confidence I receive adverse results...but wen I expect from which I love r 've faith, u knw wat, I receive gud results...lik ma galfrnd,family,ma chennai frnd,ma job etc...now I realise tht I need to gain confidence...tis is wat ma chennai frnd n ma CA frnd has been tellin fa many months but yet I take no pains...may b tis time I'll do it...
on te other hand I'm quite glad tht to knw I'm te youngest trainee in te off  I'm currently workin...so its jus gettin postponed n I'm doin wel...I'll do it n make every1 proud o me...
I aint gonna study anythin new..jus gotta revise I've already studied..but many o ma classmates've completed CWA..so My time is Now...
moreover sometimes I give up maself but I wish tht shudn happen again..I need ctrl over maself to accomplish wat I'm lookin fo..I'll definitely do it witout a shadow o doubt...


I wud Thank ma frnds n wel wishers who stil luv me n pray fo me to've a Happy Life..!


THANK GOD..!!