Is There Love in Space..?

tis month I'll b takin leave as many as I can...te man in charge fo industrial trainees @ BHEL called up fo me n said tht even for regular employees themselves r eligible only fo 2 ratifications a month n how dare u put 7 ratifications prev month, on Apr...I said 'ter r some executives who knws it n I took it only with prior permission n if ya don trust me or'em wel nvr mind convert it into loss o pay I don even wan a single penny for tis...' he calmed down n asked who signed ma attendance...I said it was an executive higher authority o te guy himself n told him he cant do nothin abt it...he was intimidated n jus said
 'wel, try not to do tis in future...' ten I said to maself 'keep askin it sir...u need to...u've te privilege n te rite...u can ask n u shud...but complyin wit ur 'rules' aint ma task n its @ma disposal'
tht prob its jusa tingle o pepper...back to big...abt ma chennai gal...tis blog shud've named after chennai gal cos I've spoken abt her a lot than I shud usually do...

 I knw I've given tis blog only to her n I think she doesn c tis often..I have hidden some o blogs fo many days n disclosin it n expect she wont c...even if she sees it aint gonna affect me a bit...I don knw y I cant trust her...she says she isnt lovin me..wel she luvs me jus as a frnd...she says she doesn expect from me nothin...she says she wants tis frndship to continue...she says she wont regret much if tis is breached....she's not more than a frnd...I said she isnt expectin anythin cos she'll b disappointed wit her expectations n thts y she's afraid...but she denies it...cos last Oct I touched her waist n felt nothin abt it..later tht nite she said she'll let me touch anywher on her te next she sees me...I visited chennai more than thrice after tht but didn meet her...if lust was in ma mind I wud've done tht ages ago...r ma lust has taken me jus now? r is it love? I wudn say its lust..its ma love!! fo sure!! but tis time wen I asked her whether she'll spend sometime wit me she said she cant commit..she's 'busy'...she said she doesn've anymore expectations abt anythin...she used to cal me 'hubby' may b twice r thrice so far...she even wished to marry me if I wasn committed...I said tht the same words... but now she's jus backin off but I don..te reason she says is tht she's now clear n clean...I standby ma own words n I aint backin off...I said I didn trust her words n her mind set; now, n said she's cheatin herself now..she says 'if u think tht way ok, u think, but Im clear'oh she's so damn adamant n stupid...nvr mind love can boil u to do insane moves on te earth...is ther love in space n do aliens suffer tese?

 ma presumptions 've nvr gone wrong especially wit ma intimate frnds n beloved ones...I said she needs to talk to ma eyes...hope she'll...once I meet her personally Im sure tht I'll let her n maself knw wats in her mind...Im waitin fo te rite time to knock...

I hope I'll nvr let maself down...If chennai gal sees tis, nvr mind, te Lord Himself cant stop Krish from knwin wats in her mind...Im sure I'll find it n write in ma BloG...

"He who says "I've No expectations" we say he's content n satisfied.
Facts Remains behind that he cheats himself.
Is it contentment or a fear of loss?"