nowadays Im kool....I didn hurt any1 mentally r physically since months....I trust many persons thou not completely but I do...Im kool...its al cos of her but now I hurt her...Im sry chennai gal..terribly sry...pardon me kid...love you...but u knw, I'll soon talk to her as usual n let out ma feelins...she'll nvr mistake me...I must let out ma feelins n ther'll not b any need to hurt her r hurt maself n we'll b clear..very soon I'll cnct her...I'll apologise her...she's too carin...but wat if tis time she loses her temper n starts hatin me...
oh God plz don let tht happen...I cant bear te pain...I'll also not let ma ego down...she must unstd n accept me as b4 n I'll Promise her rite from te bottom o te heart tht I'll not hurt her anymore n thru any means possible...
I'll tel her tis time ma feelins on her n te wan o mine to spend few hrs lyin on her lap wen she ruffle ma hair, I gotta sleep...I nvr had an idea r tot o hurtin r troublin her in anyways...
I always've a place for her in ma heart,ma shoulder,ma lungs,ma head,ma hand,ma everythin...she's more than a frnd..I don knw y but may b cos o opposite sex I wanna stay wit her alone...u knw y? cos 1ly @tht time I'll c her so relaxed wit me...cos she'll b happy n relaxed if she's wit me alone....I always say Im a bad guy jus to cheat maself...but actually I don've any such tots on ma mind..
neither the gud nor te bad can take me...by te same token, you cant even take me...
I tel u somethin, wen she's alone wit me, I'll carry her n put on a chair n kneel down n touch her thighs n c her eyes n confess ma luv o frndship on her...tht'll b te greatest moment o ma life...
oh God, I've a lot o expectations n don make me feel disgraceful if anythin wrong happens...plz God help me...she shud not misunstd me....
thou she's younger than me she's toooo smart n pretty..she's brilliant...she teaches me a lot...even for tht I love...she erased ma complex cos she finished te prof xam but I didn...who'll do tis tel me..NONE Sire..NONE...u c how fortunate I'm...
now I've decided...wen te rite time comes I'll tel her ma feelins...I'll talk to her soon....we'll unstd each other n'll've absolute clarity in our Frndship....she's stil a lil kid to me.....I Love You Dear..Lots of Love...
Krish, te Dude is soon comin to u...n he's al urs ma LOVE...Honey...Sweetheart...Sweety....!!
Love You..
Hi fellas...I've gotta news fo ya'l...I didn complete ma CWA exams tis Dec..results've come..as a matter o fact I had put enuff effort to get thru..but its gettin postponed.. I realised somethin crazy..wen I was studyin CWA Inter I nvr put effort..It was jus lik a child's play..I wrote ma June'09 exams te same way..I wrote ma Dec exams wit little efforts but stil both marks tend to b the same..
I got 1thin fo sure..effort's diff n approachin exams is diff...but tis has given me a lot o energy to overcome te huddles I've had...I really don knw whether I've gud knwledge wit the subj but yet I'm confident cos I'm satisfied wit ma performance..I'll stil do it better n I'll certainly get thru..tis was a bit o moment I'd lil tears, but tears I'd in rain
tis time in June'10 ther shal not b any excuses n I've to get thru..
also ma CS Inter result've also come...I got thru 1 module in it...te next module I'll write tis June along wit CWA....but I aint impressed a bit abt maself fo gettin thru tis module..I don knw y...moreover I didn take a bit o effort on it...I jus went to write wit NIL expectations n got thru jus lik tht...may b te same formula applies for every exams n 1ly tht'll keep me goin...may b tis time I think I'll get thru CS Inter n CWA....I wud lik to but I aint gonna expect te result cos it only gives me disappointment...wen I expect somethin in which I lack confidence I receive adverse results...but wen I expect from which I love r 've faith, u knw wat, I receive gud results...lik ma galfrnd,family,ma chennai frnd,ma job etc...now I realise tht I need to gain confidence...tis is wat ma chennai frnd n ma CA frnd has been tellin fa many months but yet I take no pains...may b tis time I'll do it...
on te other hand I'm quite glad tht to knw I'm te youngest trainee in te off I'm currently workin...so its jus gettin postponed n I'm doin wel...I'll do it n make every1 proud o me...
I aint gonna study anythin new..jus gotta revise I've already studied..but many o ma classmates've completed CWA..so My time is Now...
moreover sometimes I give up maself but I wish tht shudn happen again..I need ctrl over maself to accomplish wat I'm lookin fo..I'll definitely do it witout a shadow o doubt...
I wud Thank ma frnds n wel wishers who stil luv me n pray fo me to've a Happy Life..!
THANK GOD..!!
